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[terrie]

What do you do when you realize that someone you thought was your friend, probably never gave a shit about you? I told someone that his actions had been hurtful and insulting towards me, and he not only didn't apologize, it was like I'd never said anything at all. He completely ignored it. A mutual acquaintance confronted him about his behavior and he acted like I was irrelevant. Now, I'm revisiting two years worth of interactions and wondering if any of it was genuine, or if I was seen as a hanger-on who he'd just as soon see go away.

I suppose I should be glad that all I wasted was time. He never stole from me, physically hurt me or humiliated me. He just reduced me to a non-entity. But that's enough to do harm. The people around you are supposed to make your life better, but I can honestly say that my life is the worse for having known him.

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I was headed in that direction when this slap to the fact happened. It was really the final nail in the coffin. I think it means that even if he did change his ways and grow up, we'll never be real friends again, even if we were once. Because he's shown he can not be trusted. Not with the real stuff, anyway.