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What do you do when you realize that someone you thought was your friend, probably never gave a shit about you? I told someone that his actions had been hurtful and insulting towards me, and he not only didn't apologize, it was like I'd never said anything at all. He completely ignored it. A mutual acquaintance confronted him about his behavior and he acted like I was irrelevant. Now, I'm revisiting two years worth of interactions and wondering if any of it was genuine, or if I was seen as a hanger-on who he'd just as soon see go away.

I suppose I should be glad that all I wasted was time. He never stole from me, physically hurt me or humiliated me. He just reduced me to a non-entity. But that's enough to do harm. The people around you are supposed to make your life better, but I can honestly say that my life is the worse for having known him.