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terrieSo, the last several days have been stressful. I've been cranky and pushy and controlling, as I kept telling myself "Just get through what you need to do and then you can fall apart." Well, I'm through it and now I'm on to falling a part. STRESS! Totally unfocussed stress, too. It's like I opened a can of pop that was under pressure. Spazzing all over the place. Most unpleasent. Am shaky, cold, and so tense, my chest feels tight. (If I stop and relax, I can breathe fine, but the muscle tension makes that really hard).
Everytime this happens, I wonder if I really should be in law school. This is NOT healthy. Doesn't help that today I went to a presentation on how mental health issues and chemical abuse are as much as 5-10x more prevalent among lawyers and law students. I mean, seriously, why do I put myself through this? Of course, then I strat thinking, hey, I'm almost a third of the way through. I've made it this far, I can keep going. I can do this.
I am too damn stubborn for my own good.
Everytime this happens, I wonder if I really should be in law school. This is NOT healthy. Doesn't help that today I went to a presentation on how mental health issues and chemical abuse are as much as 5-10x more prevalent among lawyers and law students. I mean, seriously, why do I put myself through this? Of course, then I strat thinking, hey, I'm almost a third of the way through. I've made it this far, I can keep going. I can do this.
I am too damn stubborn for my own good.
