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Smattering of thoughts and a rant
Dec. 4th, 2008 08:59 amLast night, I dreamed that Magneto took out the cast of the Clue movie. Sometimes, my brain worries me. Actually, a lot of the time my brain worries me.
In other news, only have one gift left to finish. Lots of work left on it though. I'm crocheting my mom a shawl. Maybe 75% done? A few more inches of width needed, and then the fringe. Thinking I might put beads on the fringe.
We have a Forsaken game this weekend. Maybe I can finally get my pack into some sort of organized shape. I get a little pissy when I think about it and why it's such a struggle.
This pack was the idea of a more experienced player. She'd been in the Cam longer and had experience with the Forsaken setting. She got together a bunch of less experienced and brand new players, myself included, but when it became clear that it was going to take effort to get the pack up and running, she declared that she was going to stop going to Werewolf. She didn't say that was why, of course, I came to that conclusion later. Nope, simply stated that she was going to be taking a break, so sorry, terrible timing, good luck. As the player for the pack alpha (a position SHE pushed me into), it all got dumped in my lap to pull off. Never mind that I'd been a Cam member all of two months and had no experience with the Forsaken setting. And that put me ahead of some of the other people she'd recruited into this.
So here I am, stuck with the players SHE recruited, for HER idea. She got it put together just enough that I'm stuck with some of her ideas and concepts, many of which I would not have chosen myself. But I'm doing all the work. Even worse? She didn't stop going to Werewolf. She simply stopped PLAYING. Now she's an aVST. (Actually, she's aVST for ALL the venues, despite the fact that her grasp on the rules is often iffy. In the last Requiem game, she almost botched someone's humanity test, resulting in them losing humanity when they shouldn't have. Thankfully, someone corrected her). So, she dumps all this work in my lap and goes off to whore for Prestige. Thanks. Thanks a lot.
In other news, only have one gift left to finish. Lots of work left on it though. I'm crocheting my mom a shawl. Maybe 75% done? A few more inches of width needed, and then the fringe. Thinking I might put beads on the fringe.
We have a Forsaken game this weekend. Maybe I can finally get my pack into some sort of organized shape. I get a little pissy when I think about it and why it's such a struggle.
This pack was the idea of a more experienced player. She'd been in the Cam longer and had experience with the Forsaken setting. She got together a bunch of less experienced and brand new players, myself included, but when it became clear that it was going to take effort to get the pack up and running, she declared that she was going to stop going to Werewolf. She didn't say that was why, of course, I came to that conclusion later. Nope, simply stated that she was going to be taking a break, so sorry, terrible timing, good luck. As the player for the pack alpha (a position SHE pushed me into), it all got dumped in my lap to pull off. Never mind that I'd been a Cam member all of two months and had no experience with the Forsaken setting. And that put me ahead of some of the other people she'd recruited into this.
So here I am, stuck with the players SHE recruited, for HER idea. She got it put together just enough that I'm stuck with some of her ideas and concepts, many of which I would not have chosen myself. But I'm doing all the work. Even worse? She didn't stop going to Werewolf. She simply stopped PLAYING. Now she's an aVST. (Actually, she's aVST for ALL the venues, despite the fact that her grasp on the rules is often iffy. In the last Requiem game, she almost botched someone's humanity test, resulting in them losing humanity when they shouldn't have. Thankfully, someone corrected her). So, she dumps all this work in my lap and goes off to whore for Prestige. Thanks. Thanks a lot.
